Wednesday, February 8, 2012

Yo Flo! Where You At?!

I guess that says it all.

Still. No. AF.

I haven't tested since Sunday.

HPT's are so expensive and have eaten up enough of my bank account over the years so I'm standing in protest. But how does one know if one is baking a human if one doesn't test? The conundrum pains me.

It shall be resolved with a stop at the local Dollar this evening after work.

I suppose because I didn't take OPK's I definitely could have O'd on January 25th and today would make me 14DPO and therefore make Sunday 11DPO in turn creating a false positive.

ARGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sorry I've pulled myself together. This is just so frustrating. My body can't even start a frozen cycle in a decent fashion. I'm not supposed to be the problem. I'm supposed to be like clockwork.

Let me explain the preceding statement.

I by no means think that because we have male factor infertility that I am not infertile. If he is infertile I am therefore infertile. His problems are wholly my own. So there! Stick that in your judgmental pipe and smoke it.

Have I ever mentioned that I assume everyone judges me in a negative manor? I prepare defenses in my head at all times just in case said person voices these negativities.

I digress.

Am I preggo?

Stayed tuned

My poor Patr.iots.

I felt/feel awful about it. It's gone to that place of my mind that remains dark and hidden, like it never happened. But the Bru.ins and the Celtics are still holding their own. There's hope yet!


Psychosis Symptoms

Sore BB's
Cramps off and on
Moody as all hell
Hangover feeling (usually my first sign of PG)
Dry heaving when brushing teeth (had with twin pregnancy)

We all know no sooner will I hit publish that AF will arrive........


  1. Okay, now I'm dying of suspense to know what happened - did you test? Did AF show? I'll be stalking to find out!

  2. Tested this morning...BFN. Still no AF. So frustrating. I'm never late!

  3. I am in the same boat, waiting for AF to show her head, which she should have been here a week ago. For once when I want her to show up she is no where around, grrr. The RE's office had me do a blood test this morning in case my HPT's (both of them were BFN) were wrong.